Guilt Trips…

Guilt is a horrible feeling to begin with… Guilt of not being there when your loved one needs you…Guilt of doing something you should not have done… Guilt of ignoring your blog is one such ones… This guilt makes you ache, suffer and nags you all the time for attention and some words!

I was embarrassed to open my blog for the fear of this guilt. I changed blog spaces just with the hope that I will start writing from now on continuously. And hope never fails right? I got a new blog URLfor myself and like H mentioned this might make the regular (?) readers confused ‘cos I have been changing my URL every now and then. But I cannot budge until I get the write name… I will experiment till then And this time I intend to stay. A little update on my life, like I always do

• Placements are NOT happening…. Thanks to all the meltdown, recession, pink slips blah blah.

• Time to become unemployed is not very far.

• Two months and one week more to go for the course to get over! YAY!

• Moved to a new place after staying in a house which was synonyms with hell, Now in a hostel where I was supposed to come eight months before. It’s all written isn’t it?

• Sometimes the way I get comfortable in this place scares me… I hope not to get used to this city or people. After all I need to get back to my home and my people.

• Getting to see some real politics in the college is overwhelming to say the least. I mean, at 20 you are already preparing for the real mean world out there, while am still struggling to cope with such things even after staying in THE company for three dirty years! *shudders*

• Honesty does NOT pay. Diplomacy pays!

• Public Relations is seemingly becoming more and more exciting and challenging. Waiting to get out there and kick some ass!

• However, ‘settling down’ somehow does not seem to be happening and its vexing.

• Nothing much other than that has really changed

Till I write again, Shalom! *hugs*